Glass cactus

I am so tired of hurting the ones I love so tired of losing them I took off my mask and buried my rage I even caught a glimpse of who I wanted to be I was done lying until I remembered that there was still a world out there but it was to late I had let the world in I opened up and trusted them I hadn't made the sweet mistake of trusting some one in a long time. My world is shattered and my vault is sealed again I thought I had heard something still  inside 131will take care of it but as shattered as I am I will rebuild I am a carpenter and every shard gives me a sharper edge